My God, it’s full of stars!
I guess it is kind of odd for me to post this but hell, it has truly been awhile since I’ve posted anything personal on this blog. Then again, it has been quite awhile since I’ve posted anything here. 
Well I guess this should be a record as to what I am about to embark on. This will most probably be the last post I make here in Miri and will probably only post in Brunei once I have everything setup.
In the following week or so, I finally begin my excursion into the unknown. After 9 months of waiting, it will indeed begin. Everything is in place and all I got to do now is just to bring my skinny butt onto the workplace.
In actuality, I am not about to blog about that because it is pointless. Even if I did, it would be more like self-gratification than anything else. All I will say is, it is indeed in-line with what I have been planning all this while.
For those who always thought that I was bullshitting about my future direction and plans, I assure you that I will do what I’ve said and most definitely accomplish it. This current progression is indeed enough proof of my claims. I will not deviate from it and mask the reality of my situation.
I never did, I never had and I never will lie about myself.
I’ve always been honest and forward with what I wanted.
I am sorry to those who see otherwise to my claims.
Farewell to all the naysayers, for my faith in all of you has been shattered. Obliterated perhaps.
Thanks for the memories and everything but it was indeed necessary to part for all our sakes.
Farewell, comrades.
*End*
Now, what I would like to do is to just look back to the past 9 months and gauge as to how much have I learnt during that period.
Though I could list down every possible observation and conclusion I made during that timeframe, I will not. Though it makes for somewhat dramatic reading and such but I think it is about time I stopped writing in such manner for it only serves to covulate and confuse not only you, the readers, but my own personal mental state.
I think, what I’ve truly learnt during these past 9 months can be surmised in the following simple fact alone.
It is okay to be yourself.
This over-arching statement is very important to me, hence its simplicity. I am a hermit crab, as one once told me. At the time, I was shocked and angered by it but now I’ve come to realise hat it is indeed very true.
I am a hermit crab and it is okay to be one.
Everything is alright and it is alright for you to live your life as you see fit, no matter how different or how odd it may sound to everyone else.
It is okay to be alone, should you choose solitude over the expected human behaviour of mingling with others.
It is okay to live in the world by yourself, without a companion or a person who you can share your affections with.
It is okay to dream for a better tomorrow and slowly work towards it, no matter how futile and cruel the world views it.
It is okay to just be yourself, no matter how pathetic or disgusting it is to the casual observer.
It is okay to not love, for love destroys the souls of those who seek it the most.
It is okay.
Really, it is.
Everything is fine.
Life goes on as does the evolution of one’s own thought processes.
Well, as simple as the above, I guess it is about time I bid everyone farewell. See you all on the other side.
On a side note, 2001: A Space Odyssey was a total mind-fuck but with such amazing photography. =O
